Did you ever notice that half the time you're too busy to do stuff, and the other half you're just too lazy?
Whenever I am slammed crazy busy I think, gee, if I had time to take a break I would post on my blog that I haven't posted on in forever!
If I had the time, I would re-organize that kitchen cupboard that is driving me crazy.
If I had the TIME I would:
Go to the Gym
Clean the Car
Wash the floors
Clean up outside
etc. etc. etc
Then, when I'm not crazy busy I think... I wish I had the energy to re-organize that kitchen cupboard that's driving me crazy.
If I had the ENERGY I would...
I am starting to think that maybe, just maybe, deep down I don't want to do that stuff.
Maybe, in my subconscious the disorganized cupboard makes me feel comfortable.
Maybe I am at peace knowing the cupboard is a mess because it's my mess and that gives me a sense of security in this ever changing crazy world.
Maybe I'm just really lazy but also really good at excuses :)