Friday, January 26, 2007

Time and Energy

Did you ever notice that half the time you're too busy to do stuff, and the other half you're just too lazy?

Whenever I am slammed crazy busy I think, gee, if I had time to take a break I would post on my blog that I haven't posted on in forever!

If I had the time, I would re-organize that kitchen cupboard that is driving me crazy.

If I had the TIME I would:

Go to the Gym
Clean the Car
Wash the floors
Clean up outside
etc. etc. etc

Then, when I'm not crazy busy I think... I wish I had the energy to re-organize that kitchen cupboard that's driving me crazy.

If I had the ENERGY I would...

I am starting to think that maybe, just maybe, deep down I don't want to do that stuff.

Maybe, in my subconscious the disorganized cupboard makes me feel comfortable.

Maybe I am at peace knowing the cupboard is a mess because it's my mess and that gives me a sense of security in this ever changing crazy world.

Maybe I'm just really lazy but also really good at excuses :)